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    Autumn

    Lakes of soft crimson, brown, and yellow ripple at the feet.
    Every leafy descent, a hypnotic beat,
    Observed by the discerning few,
    As the World waves bye to the morning dew.

    Barren sun lined limbs lie in a cluster,
    Hopes whiff and twirl with every bluster,
    Startled birds begin to shuffle and jeer,
    For they know winter will be long this year.

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    Perfect Storm

    Imagine yourself the captain of a boat with a group of friends and family.  You are caught out in a torrential storm of epic proportions.  You’ve never seen anything like it in all of your years sailing amongst the waves.  Amid the midst, rain, hail, and confusion, you see a titanic wave that you know will surely swallow your small boat and crew whole and push you to the deepest depths of the seaa where the souls of sailors of yore reside.

    Everyone on the boat screams that you should turn the boat around at full throttle and try to outrun the wave.  Your own weary mind starts playing the odds of whether you’d survive or not.  Everyone on board begs you to turn around before it is too late.

    But, your heart, soul, and every fibre of your being tells you to go full throttle straight into the waive and crest its top before it collapses on your small ship.  Your family and friends begin to pull you away from the captains next, but you manage to fight them off.  You look straight into the depths of the unforgiving wall that approaches like a lioness, quiet but deadly.

    It is here that start the steadfast approach begins.  The banging on the captains nest doors and screams do not distract your unending stare.  It’s you against the wave.  You know it is too late to turn around.  You know in your heart that the only way to overcome this wave is to go over it.

    There will be times in your life when only you will know what is best for you.  Friends and family, though meaning well, will not always know what is right for you.  Use their wisdom to help guide your way, but make your own decisions and  carve your own path on this crazy planet.

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    Jefferson Davis Rants #1

    Do you know what really grinds my gears?

    When I think about how I pay for a server/hosting that I don’t use, it turns my stomach.  I’m a necessary tightwad.  I love a good deal.  I’d never pay for any other service without using it.  I should be ashamed of myself!  I’m starting a series of rants that I’ll post every day.  I have to get back in the habit of writing daily.

    This wee post is a start to the future of this blog.  I may rant about traffic one day and relationships the next day.  You may get butt hurt by reading these rants, but life is tough so suck it up buttercup.  I may make you laugh.  I may make you cry.  At the end of the day, it’s my soapbox to stand on in this quiet corner of the internet.

    I’ll be back tomorrow!  🙂

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    Runnin’

    I’ve been out for my second run of the day. Hang on, let me catch my breath…

    The crystalline ice and snow was still glistening this morning, as I set out on a sunrise run. I love to run and walk. I can’t run as far as I used to be able to, but I still enjoy the challenge of gasping for air. I do my greatest thinking and problem solving, when I’m walking.

    I realised something that a friend told me the other day was dead on accurate. You can’t make everyone happy. I went to college the first time for several reasons, but mainly because I was sick of being labelled the dumb hill billy. I finished that and was then the high tech lanky redneck. I still wasn’t good enough, so I went back to college and studied Criminal Justice.

    I graduated the top of my class. I worked out a LOT. I worked in the field for several years and excelled at every challenge I was given. Then, I was labelled a dumb flat foot even though I knew more about the law and history than some of my professors and had an above average tested IQ. I still wasn’t good enough.

    I spent time with the rich and powerful, and I was back to being a hill-billy. I begrudgingly played that role, but there comes a point when you have to be comfortable within yourself. I’ve been running for years, running from myself. I’m not rich, but I am better than the rich in many ways. My grandfather always said to be righteous in my indignation.

    I am still learning. Life is full of lessons. People will try to put you in a box. Don’t let them. Be yourself. You can’t make everyone happy. I still try to impress every freaking day, but that is just part of who I am. 🙂

    Be yourself.  People that can’t appreciate that don’t deserve to be around you.

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