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Monday Jaunts Through Norman: Coffee, Chaos, and the Senses That Guide Me
Mondays have become my favorite kind of reset. While the rest of the world seems to groan its way back into the workweek, I lace up my shoes and head out for a long, slow walk around Norman, Oklahoma. There’s something deeply comforting about the familiar rhythm of these days: the aroma of fresh coffee, the distant buzz of college students stressing over exams, and the constant percussion of construction echoing through the streets.
This morning started, as so many good ones do, at Yellow Dog Coffee. I settled in with not one, but several cups, letting the rich, warm brew wake up my senses and my spirit. The place has that perfect small town coffee shop energy, friendly chatter, the hiss of the espresso machine, and just enough background noise to feel alive without being overwhelming. By the time my cousin arrived, I was properly caffeinated and ready for our weekly adventure.
He’s a young man, full of energy and in much better shape than I am these days. We set off together, stopping every so often so I could snap a few photographs along the way. I say “snap,” but for me, photography is less about perfect composition and more about capturing moments I want to remember later, textures, contrasts, and the way light feels even when my eyes don’t cooperate the way they used to. He never complains about the pauses. In fact, I sometimes wonder if he’s deliberately slowing his pace to match mine. Whether it’s kindness or just good patience, I’m grateful for it. These walks mean more to me than he probably realizes.
It was a beautiful afternoon in Norman, bright, breezy, and just windy enough to keep things interesting. The sky stretched wide and blue overhead, interrupted only by a handful of sparse clouds and the occasional crisp white contrail slicing across it. As someone who is legally blind and severely visually impaired, I’ve learned to lean heavily on my other senses during these outings. Sight might be limited, but the world still offers itself to me in vivid layers of sound, smell, and touch.
We’d pass by a tall building and suddenly I’d catch the sweet, delicate perfume of spring blossoms riding on the wind. A few steps later, the scent would shift dramatically to the sharp, unmistakable tang of urine lingering in a shadowed corner, or the heavy, skunk aroma drifting from one of the local weed dispensaries. Norman is full of these contrasts. One moment you’re breathing in the promise of new growth and Southern charm; the next, you’re reminded that every city has its raw, unfiltered edges.
And that’s okay. I love this town precisely because it can hold both truths at once. Norman is genuinely beautiful, with its friendly people, tree-lined streets, and that unmistakable college town energy that keeps it young and vibrant. The community here is warm and welcoming in a way that still surprises me sometimes. But I won’t shy away from the truth either; the good, the messy, and everything in between. That honesty, I think, is part of what makes this place feel like home.
Tonight I don’t have many words left in me. The walk was long, the coffee strong, and the company excellent. Instead of more storytelling, I’ll leave you with some of the photographs I took during today’s jaunt. They may not capture every scent or sound, but I hope they give you a glimpse of the Norman I walked through this Monday.
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How many Blind People have to be Hit before the Law is changed in Arizona?
Our Bill in the Arizona state House, HB2064, is dead. It died between committees. A lot of bills for various reasons die in committee. As many times as we called and utterly begged the chair of the Rules Committee to put the bill on his agenda, Chairman of the Rules Committee, Laurin Hendrix, would not put it on the agenda. Because all house bills have to be through committee before March 12th, the bill may still be active, but it is dead.
In order for you to understand how we got to this point, I must lay out a timeline. On May 13th of 2025, I came incredibly close to being hit by a car. The driver had ran a stop sign and came so close that I had to rear back with my cane in hand to keep from getting hit.At that time, I still had a little vision in the center but still legally blind. After I finished crossing the road with my heart racing, I discovered that a Payson, Arizona police officer was crossing. I waived him over. I asked him to go after the car and at least write them a warning for running a stop sign. He smiled, refused to do anything, and said that people make mistakes. I found out later that the woman in the white car that almost hit me was more than likely his wife. In small towns like Payson, everyone knows everyone.
Because of my background in criminal justice, I started researching the state laws in regards to blind people. To my horror, I discovered that there is an antiquated statute, 11-1024, that is somewhat of an umbrella law that covers not letting someone with a guide dog in your business and hitting a blind pedestrian. This statute only charges up to $750 and is only a level 2 misdemeanor.
Every state around Arizona has harsher penalties for hitting a blind or deaf pedestrian. On May 15th, 2025, I started calling and emailing my local representatives for Payson, Arizona. I called legislators Walt Blackman and David Marshall Sr., both of which represent my district, LD7. Legislator Blackman’s administrative assistant got back in touch with me on May 30th and asked if I’d like to talk to Mr. Blackman about updating the statute.
Walt Blackman called me on June 2nd, 2025 and talked to me about what I was looking for and how he could help. We had a productive and friendly conversation. He told me he would work on a proposal and have it to me by the end of the day. During the summer, the House is out of session and most legislators are on vacation during this time.
A few days went by, so I emailed his AA. On 6/12/2025, Mr. Blackman sent me the draft bill. I sent it to my group of blind friends that I was seeing every week whilst at ACBVI in Phoenix. We went over the draft bill and had some suggestions for the legislator.
On August 20th, 2025, Walt and I had another discussion about the bill. He offered to meet us on September 4th, 2025 at the Capitol. When I told the group at ACBVI, they were incredibly happy. Unfortunately, a lot of people in the blind community feel that no one cares about them and no one listens. This meeting was supposed to provide them with a chance to speak to someone in power. Even though Mr. Blackman, like all elected officials work for the people, they are in a position of power given to them by the people.
On the late afternoon of August 28th, 2025, I received an email from legislator Blackman’s AA, stating that he would be out of town the week after the meeting was supposed to happen and would be unable to have a meeting with us on September 4th.
All I could think about after getting that email was all the sad faces and broken hearts of people that thought for once in their lives that someone in power actually cared. It was labor day weekend. No one would answer the phone. In sheer desperation, I called a local radio station, KMOG, in Payson and asked one of the DJ’s if there was anything he could do or if he had another number for Walt. He started getting mad once I told him Walt had canceled a meeting with a group of blind people. He said he would call Walt and let me know.
I still do not know what was said or if he called Mr. Blackman while on the air, but it did get Mr. Blackman’s attention. Within 20 minutes, his AA was on the phone with me asking if I would take his call. He was very upset and angry that I had called Steve at KMOG and told the truth. Either he was confused about the dates or he didn’t think we were important enough to warrant a meeting. After yelling at me for five minutes, he finally calmed down. After I offered to file a FOIA request and play the audio of him saying September 4th, he remembered the date and apologized.
He set the meeting back up for September 4th as originally discussed. We met him in a conference room in the basement of the House building at the Capitol. The group were able to give him suggestions. He was very jovial and kind to everyone. The group was very happy they were able to express their opinions and offer assistance during this process. He told us that he would have us a finished bill in October and could pre-file it early in November for the 2026 House session.
During the month of October, 2025, I kept calling and emailing his assistant asking for an update. After numerous calls and emails, his assistant emailed us the rough rough draft of the bill on November 10th, 2025. The bill was what we asked for. Everyone at the blind center was so happy that we finally had a bill. I made sure everyone knew that we had to wait on Mr. Blackman to submit the bill.
I respectfully kept calling and emailing, pleading with them to submit the bill. I did not want the bill to get lost and never get submitted for the 2026 session. During the second week of December, I called every legislator in the Arizona state House, asking them to please inquire with Mr. Blackman about the bill. On December 9th, 2025, he called me, angry that I had called the other legislators, and told me that he would submit the bill at his time and choosing. I am a fairly well educated American citizen. It is of my extensive understanding that elected officials work for us, right?
I let it go and enjoyed the holidays and was in the process of moving at that time. I didn’t have time to call and inquire. Once the new session started in January, I checked Walt’s bills. To my delightful shock, our vulnerable pedestrian bill was listed and it had a number, HB2064. He had pre-filed it on December 16th of 2025.
The bill was read for the first time on 01/12/26 and was assigned to the judiciary and rules committees. It had its second reading on 01/13/26. The House Judiciary Committee put it on their agenda and voted 8 to 1(8 Republicans voted for it and 1 Democratic voted against it.) to pass it. The next hurdle was the Rules Committee. We waited a few weeks. It was never put on the agenda. I had a large group of blind and sighted people call and plead with the Chairman, Laurin Hendrix, to put the bill on the agenda. I emailed legislator Walt Blackman, the sponsor of the bill, several times, pleading for help or suggestions. I called countless times and left messages. Nothing.
To his credit, Walt submitted the bill. He had some great ideas and did what he said to a point. I cannot say whether he submitted the bill to shut me up or he had genuine interest in updating the law regarding blind and vulnerable pedestrians. Did the NFB, National Federation of the Blind, get involved and stop it? I don’t have an answer as of yet. I will find out.
Why would the NFB stop this bill? This bill protects vulnerable pedestrians, including the blind, and fills a gap in the law. At present, there is no restitution required if you hit a blind person. If you hit my guide dog, for example, there is no protections for the guide dog. There is no restitution. There is no education requirements with DMV drivers license testing. This bill would fix all of that and update the penalties, if we are hit by a car. They would stop it, because I, a blind man, and a group of blind friends worked on this bill, not the NFB. They can’t take credit for it, thus they would do everything in their power to kill it. They may have. I do not know. But, if the bill pops up next session with the NFB sponsoring it, we will know.
Mr. Blackman may have felt like this bill would not give him a big enough PR boost for his upcoming election in November. I don’t know. I think at some level, he does care. He offered a lot of great ideas, such as the education requirement, that I didn’t even think about in the beginning. At the end of the day, he let this bill die. When blind people are hit almost daily by negligent drivers, this is inexcusable. The bill was not allowed to get to the Arizona State House for a floor vote. The democratic process was not completed.
These state politicians do favors all the time. I used to work for a political think tank years ago. Mr. Blackman is the Chairman of the government committee, thus he sets the agenda for that committee. Mr. Hendrix might have a bill that he wants on the agenda. All Walt had to do was ask Mr. Hendrix to put HB2064 on the agenda and do each other a favor, but alas, he did not.
Now we have to wait another year. How many more vulnerable pedestrians have to get injured or killed before something is done? Every time a blind person steps off the curb, we are literally walking by faith alone. We hope that the drivers stop as they should, but there is no guarantee.
During December of last year, the wife and I moved to Oklahoma. The penalty for hitting a blind pedestrian here is $100, a joke. Thus, I have to start the process here soon. I hope that someone, a blind person, stays on the politicians in Arizona and gets this bill passed next year. Who knows, I could be in LD7, Payson and Show Low are, later this year, making sure every voter knows what happened.
I will include a copy of the bill below. What are your thoughts? -
Why I Chose the Fujifilm X-T4 for My Digital Photography
Over the past few weeks, I’ve been writing about the rising cost of film photography, and unfortunately, the trend hasn’t slowed down. With global instability, tariffs, silver prices, and persistent inflation, film prices continue to climb. Film photography is drifting into the territory of a luxury hobby. That’s a difficult reality to accept, especially for those of us who have relied on it as a primary creative outlet.
I don’t want photography, especially something as timeless and expressive as film, to become inaccessible. But practicality has a way of forcing decisions. For me, that meant looking for an alternative.
Some of you may remember that I previously owned a Sony A7cII. It was, in many ways, an incredible camera, compact, full-frame, and packed with modern technology. I genuinely loved using it. But after our move, I found myself back in the market, searching for something more affordable yet still capable. This time, however, I wanted something different, something more tactile, more physical in its design and operation.
My vision plays a major role in how I interact with cameras. I have about five degrees of vision in one eye and none in the other. On top of that, the vision I do have is around 20/200. That places me well within the definition of legal blindness in the United States, both in terms of acuity and visual field. In simple terms, I’m working with very limited visual information.
Because of that, the way a camera feels in my hands matters just as much as what it can do technically. Buttons, dials, and physical controls aren’t just aesthetic preferences, they’re essential. I need to be able to operate a camera through memory and touch as much as sight.
When I last searched for a camera, I came across Fujifilm’s X-T series but ultimately chose Sony for its compatibility with my collection of Minolta Maxxum lenses. This time, I revisited that decision.
I started researching the Fujifilm X-T lineup, the X-T3, X-T4 and X-T5. The X-T5, while impressive with its 40-megapixel sensor, is still relatively new and priced accordingly. The X-T3, on the other hand, is a solid performer but beginning to show its age, having been released back in 2018.
That left the X-T4.
The X-T4 strikes a balance that’s hard to ignore. It features a 26-megapixel sensor, excellent build quality, and meaningful upgrades like improved autofocus with eye tracking and a faster burst rate. More importantly, it retains the tactile design philosophy that Fujifilm is known for; dedicated dials, physical controls, and a shooting experience that feels deliberate and intuitive.
After some patient searching, I found a used X-T4 with a low shutter count for roughly half the price I had paid for my Sony. It felt like one of those rare moments where everything lines up perfectly; a professional level camera at a consumer level price.
I paired it with a few inexpensive adapters for M42, Pentax K, and Minolta mounts so I could continue using my vintage lenses. Even with its APS-C sensor, the image quality is outstanding, more than enough for my needs and far beyond what the price might suggest.
One aspect I didn’t expect to dive into was Fujifilm’s film simulation recipes. What started as curiosity quickly turned into a bit of a rabbit hole. I’ve since set up several custom recipes tailored to my preferences, and they’ve become a core part of how I shoot.
Regardless of whether I’m using film or digital, I always shoot in black and white. With my level of vision, contrast isn’t just an artistic choice, it’s a necessity. Color, while beautiful, is noise to me. It distracts more than it helps.
Contrast, on the other hand, defines the world.
I use a cane to navigate my surroundings, but when it comes to photography, contrast is what guides me. Within that narrow five-degree window of vision, everything is blurred. Without strong separation between light and dark, the scene collapses into an indistinct mass. But when contrast is present, when shadows and highlights carve out shapes, I can see. Not clearly, but meaningfully.
The X-T4 fits into that process beautifully. It’s a tool, first and foremost. I don’t pretend to use it to its full technical potential, but I use it often, and I use it with intention.
Like many visually impaired people, I rely heavily on memory. I memorize environments, layouts, and patterns. Photography is no different. I memorize my camera settings and the physical positions of the dials. I know how far to turn a knob, which direction adjusts what, and how each change will affect the image.
If I set my ISO to 160 and my shutter speed to 1/125 of a second, I can rely on muscle memory to adjust the aperture accordingly. That part becomes second nature.
What matters is the result, the ability to capture something from the world as I experience it.
The Fujifilm X-T4 has proven to be an incredible companion in that effort. It’s not just about specifications or features; it’s about how the camera fits into my way of seeing, or, more accurately, my way of interpreting what little I can see.
I’ll be putting together a long-term review in a few months after I’ve spent more time with it. For now, I can say that it has allowed me to keep creating at a time when film photography feels increasingly out of reach.
And that, more than anything, makes it worth it.
Below, I’ll be sharing some sample images from my time with the camera so far.
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Scream 7: A Blind Cinema Experience with Audio Assistance
Going to the movies isn’t something I do often. For years, I’ve skipped theaters altogether, sticking mostly to news on the radio or the occasional podcast. As someone who’s legally blind, the visual spectacle of film has felt out of reach for a while. But on a recent Thursday, my wife Deana and I decided to change that. We headed to our local AMC Theatre in Norman, Oklahoma, to catch Scream VII, and it turned out to be one of the most immersive movie experiences I’ve had in ages.
Deana had been excited about Scream VI ever since it hit theaters back in March 2023. The film, the sixth installment in the long-running slasher series, brought the action to New York City and earned solid reviews for its inventive kills, fresh setting, and strong performances (it even became the highest-grossing Scream film domestically in years). I’m not usually a fan of horror or slasher movies, but Deana insisted the Scream franchise stands apart. It’s self-aware, dramatic, and funny at times, with plenty of clever twists and pop-culture commentary.
To prepare me, she made me watch the entire series from the beginning: Scream (1996) through Scream (2022, often called Scream 5). It was quite the marathon! I hadn’t seen most of these films before. The humor, the whodunit mystery, and the way the movies poke fun at horror tropes made them more tolerable than I expected. By the time we got to Scream VI, I felt like I had some context for the returning characters and the ongoing Ghostface saga.
Our local spot is the AMC is a smaller theater compared to the massive multiplexes in bigger cities. But what it lacks in size, it makes up for in cleanliness and friendliness. The staff greeted us warmly, and the place felt welcoming from the moment we walked in. We grabbed our tickets, loaded up on popcorn (because what’s a movie without that buttery smell?), and found our seats.
Before the lights dimmed, Deana headed to the front counter and returned with an audio description receiver and a pair of headphones. This is part of AMC’s Assistive Moviegoing program, which provides accessibility tools at all locations. For blind and visually impaired guests, they offer audio description devices: headsets that deliver narrated descriptions of on-screen action, settings, expressions, and other visual elements throughout the film. (They also have closed captioning and assistive listening devices for the deaf and hard-of-hearing community.)
When the movie started, the audio description kicked in right away. The narrator described everything from the bustling streets to the characters’ movements, facial reactions, and the sudden appearances of Ghostface. The pace was fast, and at times the narrator sounded almost breathless trying to keep up with the rapid cuts and chaotic scenes. But that energy only added to the excitement.
For the first time in years, I felt truly engrossed in a movie. I wasn’t just listening to dialogue and sound effects, I was getting the full picture. The tension built as the narrator detailed a chase or a jump scare, and the popcorn crunching in the background mixed perfectly with the theater’s ambiance: the rustle of seats, distant laughter, the occasional gasp from the audience. It was like the film came alive in a whole new way.
Scream VII delivered on its reputation, gory, clever, and full of surprises. The return to a quieter, small-town setting brought a nostalgic energy, and Sidney Prescott’s fierce comeback carried the story well. But more than the plot, what stood out was how accessible technology transformed the experience for me.
From now on, I’ll be requesting audio description every time we go to the movies. It’s a simple ask at the box office or concessions stand. Inquire about the Assistive Moviegoing devices. Not every film has audio description available (it depends on the studio providing it), but when it does, it’s a game-changer.
My hope, and the hope of many in the blind and visually impaired community, is that tools like these become even more commonplace across theaters everywhere. Accessibility shouldn’t be an afterthought; it should be standard so everyone can enjoy the magic of cinema.
If you’re sighted and have never thought about this, next time you’re at a theater, appreciate how much visual storytelling happens on screen. And if you’re blind or low-vision, don’t hesitate to try it out. Grab those headphones, settle in, and let the narrator paint the picture for you. The movies are waiting.
Have you experienced audio description at the theater?
I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments!
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My ‘Gotcha’ Moment: Tech and Blindness Misunderstandings
Mondays with decent weather mean one thing: a walk to my favorite local spot, BeanStalk Coffee on Main Street here in Norman, Oklahoma. I cut through the brisk wind, navigate the crosswalks with my cane tapping the way, and arrive around 8 AM feeling accomplished.
I order my usual drip coffee (the barista kindly brews a fresh batch when it’s low), grab it when it’s ready, and head outside to a bench a few hundred feet away. Coffee in one hand, I settle in, pull out my iPhone, and start scrolling through Instagram the way I always do.
That’s when it happened. A guy approaches, big smile on his face, and hits me with: “I caught ya!”
I laugh. What else do you do? Still grinning like he’s uncovered some big secret, he points out my white cane and says something like, “You’re blind… but you’re looking at your phone”.
Cue my internal laughter. I smiled back and asked, “Can you see the hearing aids in my ears?”
He said, yes.
Then I explained: “I’m using VoiceOver, the built-in screen reader on my iPhone. It reads everything out loud, and since my hearing aids are Bluetooth, the audio pipes straight into my ears. No need to see the screen at all.”
His jaw dropped. He was genuinely blown away. He apologized right away, called me a “high-tech blind dude,” and we chatted for a minute before he walked off, probably a little wiser.
This isn’t the first time. Over the past year since I started using my cane full-time, I’ve had plenty of these “gotcha” moments. People spot the cane, see me on my phone (or “looking” at it), and assume I’m faking it for attention or sympathy. It’s frustrating, but honestly. It makes me laugh more than anything now. Because the reality is so different from what most folks imagine.
Blindness is a spectrum, and tech has changed everything. VoiceOver (and similar tools like TalkBack on Android) lets us browse social media, text, read emails, check the weather, navigate maps, shop online, you name it. The phone speaks to us, we gesture or use commands to interact, and Bluetooth hearing aids or bone-conduction headphones make it seamless and private. No squinting, no magnification needed if you don’t have usable vision. It’s not magic; it’s just smart design from Apple and others that’s been around for years.
Yet the myth persists: “If they’re blind, they can’t use a phone.” Or worse: “They must be faking because they’re looking at the screen.” I’ve seen it online as well, photos of cane users on phones sparking comment wars, people confidently declaring fraud. It hurts because it comes from ignorance, not malice most of the time. And it makes some of us self-conscious about pulling out our devices in public, like we’re doing something wrong.
But we’re not. Scrolling Instagram on a bench with a coffee? That’s just being human. Checking the time, replying to a message from a friend, reading a blog post like this one. It’s independence, not deception.
To my fellow blind and low-vision folks: Don’t let these encounters dim your day. Keep using your tech proudly. It’s not a contradiction; it’s progress. If someone says something like above, you don’t owe them a full demo, but if you’re in the mood, a quick, calm explanation can plant a seed. Like I did that day: mention VoiceOver, point them to Settings > Accessibility > VoiceOver on their own phone, and watch their perspective shift.
And to the sighted world reading this: Blindness doesn’t look one way. We don’t all wear dark glasses 24/7, although I do a lot of the time, stare blankly ahead, or avoid tech. Many of us have some residual vision, or we use tools that let us engage with the world on our terms. The next time you see someone with a cane on their phone, resist the urge for a “gotcha.” Curiosity is fine. Ask if you’re genuinely interested. But assumptions? They just make things harder for everyone.
Patience really is key in our world. The sighted world often doesn’t get it, and that’s okay, they haven’t lived it. But we can bridge that gap by educating when we have the energy, supporting each other, and refusing to shrink ourselves to fit outdated stereotypes.
So, I got “busted” Monday. But really? I was just living my life, coffee, cane, bench, and a phone that talks to me. And that’s not faking anything. That’s thriving.
What’s your story? Have you had a similar “gotcha” moment? Drop it in the comments. I’d love to hear your stories. We’re all in this together.
Stay high-tech, stay patient, and keep tapping those routes.
Jefferson (the high-tech blind dude) 🇺🇲
